MY OWN WAY

OK,... a lot of things going on in my life lately, and sometimes i don't know if I'm gonna thru  it all,.. but i did,.. somehow i can manage it. but still the fear keep crawling inside of me which is i know it's normal, but,..

in career for example ya,.. i always put my self to achieve the best thing that i can do, but after put my self in hurricane and earthquake (lil bit lebay,.. :) i found my self at ease in the current place that i work right now,.. I'm  amazingly spend 5 years working my butt in this company,.. but now  i think it's time for me to get out from this comfort zone, to seek new things, new experience and MORE DIME,.. :D but feeling insecure of not knowing what going to happen with me next is scary.

and what i really want is found my self in a bunch of people who have the same interest, hobby and just have fun,.. i don't need another drama in my life.one thing that I've learn that i don't want to put another pain in my heart,.. my heart is more precious to feel all of those painful things.

THIS IS ME, MY LIFE AND I"M GONNA LIVE MY OWN WAY, TO BE HAPPY, RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW,...